Sick, Sick, Sick Day

UPDATE: The video didn't work...it does now.  SUPER cute!

Remember that halved dose of anti-nausea meds? Yeah, she needed that other half. This morning Esther began to throw up pretty much as soon as she woke up. She could't keep anything down. I asked to have her meds changed to IV doses rather than oral so that something would stay in. After giving her the first available med, benadryl, this is what Esther did for over 4 hours.

Look at that ROUND, without a bump head. I guess one perk of chemo is that you get to take sleeping pictures of your kids beyond the baby stage.

When she woke up, she had been given a full regime of meds but still threw up at the slightest bit of water, saltine, and even the smell of my dinner caused her to loose whatever bit of liquid was left in her tummy. I was both overwhelmed with heart break and adoration when she said, "I saw-we Mommy." When I asked her what she was sorry for she replied, "I saw-wee I frowed up too much today." I assured her it wasn't her fault and that I loved her even if she was "frowing up."

We brought some VBS videos and last night before all of this puking began, Esther ministered to me while she was singing these songs. Enjoy such cuteness and TRUTH! I was reminded on this sick, sick, sick day...

"You, You, You! You can trust God!"

"I've got to think, think, think. Think about the goodness of You, my God. Because I know, know, know, no matter how it feels, I've gotta trust in You. I will trust in You!"

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